I have fallen out of
the hurricanes that passed in my mind without you,
the hallucinations of us being together,
the concept of distance that sometimes thousand miles are much easier to cover if they wish to but not a single step forward even if you beseech them,
the hurt that we won’t be getting old together,
the endings to realise there is none because
life goes on in circles of beginning and ending.
I have fallen out
of all except the grief
that still takes me
back to you
back to us
resting as one soul.